hey all
I am having a lot of fun writing this little story, it will just be about 10 chapters, so i thought i would share it over here as well
you can find back chapters at my site http://heathershaven.proboards.com/index.cgi
it's ok to archive
rated R for language and some liason lovin
I own nothing because if i did we would all be happier
i am just playing with it for fun
also FYI i always refer to Elizabeth as Liz in my stories that will not change
I want to thank deb {999shotgun999} for helping me create this idea and story with out her help this would not have happened, also liz {ecompassion} she is always there for me with idea's to keep my muse going and Cindy who is my friend, my beta and my cheerleader thanks guys
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We are starting this story on April 20 2001 some quick background. This was when we had the push pull between Lucky and Jason when Lucky comes back from the dead. Liz finally admits to Lucky she has feelings for Jason this is when Lucky attacks Jason, when he is talking to Carly and then after Liz and Jason meet in the park … we will have a time jump after this chapter I just want to give you a good idea of where I started, let the games begin ;D

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thank you so much ;D
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Elizabeth replied pleading with him to understand, “It’s not his fault. He's been kidnapped, he was programmed.”
Jason shook his head frustrated, “But that's not the point. See, when I woke up after my accident, there were people who wanted to love me and I couldn't accept it anymore than I could love them back because I was different – how and why, it didn't matter.”
“Lucky wants my love and he does love me back.” She answered.
Jason looked deep into her eyes, “Then why do you keep coming to me? And it doesn't matter why it started. It… we have to decide what to do with it. Look, I don't wanna watch you hurt. I wanna see you smile the way you do when you're free, I wanna show you the light is different in Italy than anywhere else in the world…. Will you come with me?”
Jason reached his hand out and held his breath it seemed like he was putting his life on the line his heart, his soul …waiting.
Liz’s eyes locked with his it seemed as if she was holding her breath as well when she slowly started to reach out and take his hand; he let out his breath in a rush and pulled her close to him.
His lips crushed hers; his soul touched hers as the world spun, he held her close devouring her lips.
He pulled back just a fraction of an inch, “you won’t regret this Liz …you’ll see it’s for the best, Lucky will have time to heal we’ll…we’ll have time to see“
“to see what this is between us?” she finished smiling softly she couldn’t believe she was doing this her grams was going to flip, the Spencer’s…Lucky they would all be so very upset…but she couldn’t seem to pull away; she couldn’t seem to let Jason go. He was right when he asked why she kept coming back to him …why did she always end up here?
“We can leave tonight, I’ll arrange everything,“ Jason rambled.
Liz laughed, “you’re rambling.“
Jason smiled at her, “I’m happy,” he said tentatively. “What do you have to do before we leave? “ He asked apprehensively.
“Um I have to tell my grams and…”
“And Lucky” Jason sighed.
“He deserves that much from me Jason,” Liz said gently.
“I’m…I’m just worried he’ll change your mind.”
Liz just shook her head “not happening.”
“You say that now…”
“Come with me then,” she said suddenly, “come with me. We’ll tell my grams, we’ll tell Lucky together”.
Jason tightened his hold on her hand “that sounds perfect”.
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Liz felt Jason’s arms surround her on her grandmother’s porch after they walked out her door, well after being thrown out of her grams’; she had not taken it well. She had screamed, yelled, threatened to disown her and when nothing budged Liz’s resolve she made good on her threat and threw her out.
“It will be ok Liz you have me,” he whispered.
“Yeah but is that enough?” a sneering voice from below them replied, “your grams called me Liz what are you thinking?”
Liz looked into Lucky’s bloodshot eyes and tightened her hold on Jason.
“Is he worth throwing away everything for? Is he worth losing your family, friends…me?”
“Lucky, he…he means a lot to me; he lets me be me.”
“And I don’t? “ Lucky shouted.
“Me going with him isn’t just about what I feel for him Lucky. It’s about me finding out who I am away from everything in this town, finding out who I want to be away…”
“Away from me?” Lucky asked.
“Yes, Lucky when you died I was broken. I was a mess and Jason helped me.”
“He helped himself to you” Lucky shouted “he took advantage
“No…no Lucky you’re wrong; he has been there for me in a way no one else has and I realized after my rape …after that awful night, I lost myself Lucky and when you died I realized I didn’t know who I was without you…I need to find out Lucky. I need to just be free.”
“You need to be free? Are you high? Are you listening to yourself Liz? You sound like a demented hallmark card! This is wrong; he is too old for you; he is manipulating you, come with me Liz, let me help you. We can help each other like before. We belong together Liz, please don’t do this.”
Tears running down her face Liz stared at Lucky, “I can’t go with you Lucky,” she said ever so softly. “I’m sorry but you and I…We need to heal this time separately.”
“No! No!” Lucky lunged at them trying to grab Liz but with a swift right hook Jason took him out and he landed with a thud in the dirt.
Jason pulled Liz’s hand, “we need to leave.“
“But ...But he could be hurt.”
“Liz its better if we are gone when he wakes up,” Jason said gently. “We would just be prolonging things. “
“Just go Elizabeth leave me to clean up your mess,” Audrey replied from the door, “just like your good for nothing parents just go,” she said scornfully.
Jason tugged on her hand and Liz went with a sob as she climbed on his bike; she looked back one last time, “I’m sorry Lucky.”
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Liz rested her chin on Jason’s shoulder sometime later with a sigh, “That did not go well.”
“What your grandmother, Lucky, or Emily” Jason said tiredly they went to tell Emily right after leaving her grandmother’s house and yeah that had not gone well either.
“I thought Emily would understand” Liz said sadly.
“I think she is so caught up in what you and Lucky and Nik used to be that she can’t see what you are now.”
Liz tightened her arms around his waist “I just want to go” she said sadly “leave all this behind.”
Jason nodded and kicked started his bike…
I am having a lot of fun writing this little story, it will just be about 10 chapters, so i thought i would share it over here as well
you can find back chapters at my site http://heathershaven.proboards.com/index.cgi
it's ok to archive
rated R for language and some liason lovin
I own nothing because if i did we would all be happier
i am just playing with it for fun also FYI i always refer to Elizabeth as Liz in my stories that will not change
I want to thank deb {999shotgun999} for helping me create this idea and story with out her help this would not have happened, also liz {ecompassion} she is always there for me with idea's to keep my muse going and Cindy who is my friend, my beta and my cheerleader thanks guys
~*~*~
We are starting this story on April 20 2001 some quick background. This was when we had the push pull between Lucky and Jason when Lucky comes back from the dead. Liz finally admits to Lucky she has feelings for Jason this is when Lucky attacks Jason, when he is talking to Carly and then after Liz and Jason meet in the park … we will have a time jump after this chapter I just want to give you a good idea of where I started, let the games begin ;D

Banner by Liv2luv1luv4life
thank you so much ;D ~*~*~
Elizabeth replied pleading with him to understand, “It’s not his fault. He's been kidnapped, he was programmed.”
Jason shook his head frustrated, “But that's not the point. See, when I woke up after my accident, there were people who wanted to love me and I couldn't accept it anymore than I could love them back because I was different – how and why, it didn't matter.”
“Lucky wants my love and he does love me back.” She answered.
Jason looked deep into her eyes, “Then why do you keep coming to me? And it doesn't matter why it started. It… we have to decide what to do with it. Look, I don't wanna watch you hurt. I wanna see you smile the way you do when you're free, I wanna show you the light is different in Italy than anywhere else in the world…. Will you come with me?”
Jason reached his hand out and held his breath it seemed like he was putting his life on the line his heart, his soul …waiting.
Liz’s eyes locked with his it seemed as if she was holding her breath as well when she slowly started to reach out and take his hand; he let out his breath in a rush and pulled her close to him.
His lips crushed hers; his soul touched hers as the world spun, he held her close devouring her lips.
He pulled back just a fraction of an inch, “you won’t regret this Liz …you’ll see it’s for the best, Lucky will have time to heal we’ll…we’ll have time to see“
“to see what this is between us?” she finished smiling softly she couldn’t believe she was doing this her grams was going to flip, the Spencer’s…Lucky they would all be so very upset…but she couldn’t seem to pull away; she couldn’t seem to let Jason go. He was right when he asked why she kept coming back to him …why did she always end up here?
“We can leave tonight, I’ll arrange everything,“ Jason rambled.
Liz laughed, “you’re rambling.“
Jason smiled at her, “I’m happy,” he said tentatively. “What do you have to do before we leave? “ He asked apprehensively.
“Um I have to tell my grams and…”
“And Lucky” Jason sighed.
“He deserves that much from me Jason,” Liz said gently.
“I’m…I’m just worried he’ll change your mind.”
Liz just shook her head “not happening.”
“You say that now…”
“Come with me then,” she said suddenly, “come with me. We’ll tell my grams, we’ll tell Lucky together”.
Jason tightened his hold on her hand “that sounds perfect”.
~*~*~
Liz felt Jason’s arms surround her on her grandmother’s porch after they walked out her door, well after being thrown out of her grams’; she had not taken it well. She had screamed, yelled, threatened to disown her and when nothing budged Liz’s resolve she made good on her threat and threw her out.
“It will be ok Liz you have me,” he whispered.
“Yeah but is that enough?” a sneering voice from below them replied, “your grams called me Liz what are you thinking?”
Liz looked into Lucky’s bloodshot eyes and tightened her hold on Jason.
“Is he worth throwing away everything for? Is he worth losing your family, friends…me?”
“Lucky, he…he means a lot to me; he lets me be me.”
“And I don’t? “ Lucky shouted.
“Me going with him isn’t just about what I feel for him Lucky. It’s about me finding out who I am away from everything in this town, finding out who I want to be away…”
“Away from me?” Lucky asked.
“Yes, Lucky when you died I was broken. I was a mess and Jason helped me.”
“He helped himself to you” Lucky shouted “he took advantage
“No…no Lucky you’re wrong; he has been there for me in a way no one else has and I realized after my rape …after that awful night, I lost myself Lucky and when you died I realized I didn’t know who I was without you…I need to find out Lucky. I need to just be free.”
“You need to be free? Are you high? Are you listening to yourself Liz? You sound like a demented hallmark card! This is wrong; he is too old for you; he is manipulating you, come with me Liz, let me help you. We can help each other like before. We belong together Liz, please don’t do this.”
Tears running down her face Liz stared at Lucky, “I can’t go with you Lucky,” she said ever so softly. “I’m sorry but you and I…We need to heal this time separately.”
“No! No!” Lucky lunged at them trying to grab Liz but with a swift right hook Jason took him out and he landed with a thud in the dirt.
Jason pulled Liz’s hand, “we need to leave.“
“But ...But he could be hurt.”
“Liz its better if we are gone when he wakes up,” Jason said gently. “We would just be prolonging things. “
“Just go Elizabeth leave me to clean up your mess,” Audrey replied from the door, “just like your good for nothing parents just go,” she said scornfully.
Jason tugged on her hand and Liz went with a sob as she climbed on his bike; she looked back one last time, “I’m sorry Lucky.”
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Liz rested her chin on Jason’s shoulder sometime later with a sigh, “That did not go well.”
“What your grandmother, Lucky, or Emily” Jason said tiredly they went to tell Emily right after leaving her grandmother’s house and yeah that had not gone well either.
“I thought Emily would understand” Liz said sadly.
“I think she is so caught up in what you and Lucky and Nik used to be that she can’t see what you are now.”
Liz tightened her arms around his waist “I just want to go” she said sadly “leave all this behind.”
Jason nodded and kicked started his bike…


