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A/N: I feel i should remind everyone how this fic started-she and the boys have disappeared and he has no idea where they are. All of which happens after this time period--didn't mean to let you think they are back together because they aren't. Thanks for all the wonderful comments I'm glad you like this story. I own none of these characters-all property of ABC.
Chapter 22
Elizabeth snuggles against his chest and nods her head she didn’t really want to talk either. She runs her arms around him and pulls him as close as she can get pressing her body to his and bringing his head down for a searing kiss. She opens her mouth and traces his lips with her tongue and then sucks his bottom lip in and nips it lightly. Her hand latches on to his hair and she pulls it at the same time causing him to growl out loud as he flips on to his back and drags her down for a desperate kiss roughly pushing her lips apart.
Elizabeth so loves this side of Jason she thinks he has nearly always treated her with kid gloves, only occasionally getting rougher with her. She had told him she wasn’t made of glass she wouldn’t break but he had an idealized view of her and she only made him lose control once in a while but she intends to do that right now as she bites down harder on his lip. She digs her nails into him knowing she was leaving marks on him but not caring she wanted the same from him and she got it.
Jason doesn’t give her a chance to back off or laugh or anything he just picks her up and flips her over and before she can breathe good he has entered her and without waiting for a response from her he’s moving his hips forcefully as he drags her hands up over her head. He stares at her and demands she look back at him. “Do you love me Elizabeth? Do you want me Elizabeth? Tell me, I want to know right now.” He moves harder and faster and she is moving with him meeting him with her own hard movements.
She moans out as he pounds into her deeper and deeper, “Yes, Jason I love you, yes I want you just as I always have and been too afraid to just let us be. I love this and will take this memory with me forever. Don’t slow down Jason you are giving me exactly what I want and need in this moment.”
They twist around and fuse their mouths together still watching each other and they both can see the over whelming passion and love the other one feels. She loves the fullness he gives her and he loves the way she feels as her climax takes her over, her walls fluttering and squeezing really hard bringing about his own orgasm.
They both go over together crying out loud and holding on for dear life. They collapse together breathing hard, all sweaty and she is almost sobbing as she runs her hands softly down his back. He knows he is squishing her but his body is too boneless to move and she isn’t moving either. He finally manages to roll them over as he pulls her back against his chest and nuzzles her neck taking in the smell that is all Elizabeth and haunts his days and nights.
They drift just laying there not sleeping just being so intimately connected and loving each other in this moment that will soon be gone. He holds her as close as she will let him and he feels the tears she is shedding but he knows he can do nothing to comfort her, he just whispers little love words into her hair.
After dozing on the ground for over an hour later they are back making love again it is just so frenzied but it feels right and she is right there with him giving him the ride of his life as she moves over him. She is beautiful in the moonlight her skin is perfection and her mouth is almost blood red from his kisses. He watches as she moves up and down.
They both knew exactly what to do to set the other off as she had done when she reached for his cock and in no time she had him hard as a rock again. He did the same for her stroking her slit and then strumming her clit until she begged for more. She crawled on him and impaled herself and started to rock back and forth and he moved to meet her every stroke. She is wet and slick from their prior lovemaking but they don’t care, all they care about is how this moment feels and how much they love each other right now.
He grabs her and flips her over pulling her into his chest as her bottom pushes back into him. He grasps her hips and then pulls her left leg up over his thigh and feels her hook her foot behind his knee. He reaches down and grabs himself and moves forward as she pushes back and soon he is deeply buried within her hot slick depths and they are pushing and pulling trying to reach the nirvana only the other brings.
All to soon they are crying out and grabbing on to draw out the completion that only comes from the other, no one else can do this for them. She pushes her body into his warmth as her heart is pounding out of her chest and lies there cooling down. Their bodies hot and sticking with sweat as they slide together. Elizabeth has never felt this with any other man, she is totally free when she is making love to Jason, he brings out her uninhibited wild side and it makes her smile.
They aren’t thinking about the court case, Jake or Sam it is just them and the love they have expressed for each other. She knows she has to leave soon but isn’t ready yet to leave the circle of his strong arms that are wrapped around her small body sheltering her from the elements. She lets him wrap his legs around hers as she is practically hidden from sight. She is happier than she has been in nearly two years, but it is a fleeting soon to be gone happiness.
Love had never been their problem it just couldn’t sustain them in the hard times because they both had an almost insurmountable amount of insecurities. They both felt enough was never given or offered and couldn’t talk about it because it would rip them even further apart, if that was possible.
He feels her move and sigh deeply and knows she is leaving him, going back to her secure little home. The home she shared with his son and her other son as soon as he came home. He wonders if she is really sleeping with Jax but doesn’t ask it isn’t his right any longer. He’s the man she loves he knows this but he isn’t the man she’s with and he accepts the fact without knowing the answer.
“Jason I have to leave. Robin took Jake to your mother’s and I need to go get him. He has been very weepy lately; it’s all the uncertainty in his life. I want you to know I told him you are his father, I’m not sure if he understands, he calls you Jayzon, can’t quite get that s,” she smiles at him with love shining in her face, “I can see him look at Lucky as if to ask well who is this then. You know the case is going to be decided soon, this month probably so you can come see him tomorrow if you want, or you can spend the night in his room the rest of the time if you’d like. I’m sorry this had to happen Jason but you know the judge will give you no rights after the things that were disclosed in court and that means you won’t be able to see him after that.”
Jason nods his head, “I started this Elizabeth and I knew it was the most likely outcome so I’m prepared don’t worry about me I’ll survive even if I don’t want too. I’ll be over later after you put him to bed ok.”
They both sit up and slowly start to pull their clothes back on and he helps her up as she pulls her jeans into place and fastens them. He slips his jacket on and stands close to her as he runs his hand over her long wavy, messy hair and she places her head on his chest against his heart listening to the strong regular beat. The sound that always meant everything was right in the world if she could hear Jason’s heart beating.
They walk slowly back to her SUV, stopping to kiss and holding hands hanging on as long as they can, not wanting to break the connection but knowing it had to happen. She leans out her window and kisses him one last time, saying, “I’ll see ya later” and then backs quickly down the road and soon she is heading to Port Charles crying the whole way to Monica’s house.
Jason watches as his heart drives away back to the city where his son is waiting for her. He wants to go with her to be able to walk into Monica’s home and claim his boy, the light of his life. Elizabeth had given him that light and together they had tried so hard to extinguish it but it had never worked and it never would. He sits on the bridge for another hour just watching the stars remembering how her body felt so right against his and how much he wanted that feeling again. He knew he couldn’t have it but he still wanted it with all his heart and soul.
He later goes to her house and easily avoids the PCPD as he slips inside. He doesn’t go to her room, as he wants, he goes to his son and sits beside his bed until light streaks across the sky.
Jake is, in Jason’s opinion, an almost perfect child. He knows all parents think that about their children but looking at him as he sleeps he realizes that while he has his eyes, his hands and his hair he looks a lot like his mother-there is her full lips, even his ears are like hers but his face is shaped like Jason’s and he looks like he will have his nose. While Cam is all Elizabeth except his eyes Jake is a mixture of Elizabeth and himself.
He leans over and gives him one last kiss, smoothing back his blonde hair and smiling at the small frown that flashes over his three year old face and his eyes open slightly as he smiles sleepily up at him. He does frown like him, but then his mouth relaxes into a baby smile bringing the same smile to Jason’s lips.
Jason moves silently down the hallway as he always does and stands in her doorway watching her in her restless sleep as she tosses on the bed and he hears her whisper his name and pull the pillow in closer to her face wishing it could be him.
He whispers, ‘nite Elizabeth” and walks away to ride slowly home wishing for all the things he can’t have.


